give me a break, its been a rough day
2003-09-04 - 5:28 p.m.

It was another one of those mornings that I wake up unable to breathe because something is blocking my airway. I naturally panic which doesn’t help the situation any, but its scary so I panic. Then after suctioning, I’m tired but a bit frightened so I don’t want to fall asleep again. So I stay awake as long as I can then get woken up about ten minutes later to do albuterol. Its just tiring.

I got out of bed around 2:30 or so and made a necklace with the new beads I got yesterday. They look like pretty candy and I want to eat them all, but I don’t because that would cause unsettling indigestion.

I have a lot of ideas of what I exactly want to say when I speak the 25th and so last night I decided to write them out. I started...and nothing came out. I realized that I have no idea what I want to say. I did try to make a top then list. The Top Ten Things Not To Say To Someone In A Wheelchair but Im not sure if I like them all. I might post it to see if others (meaning you) think its funny.

I didn’t go off my rate due to the lack of sleep and extreme tiredness, but I did my “sit ups” and wrist exercises. I felt like shit and I still did them. Yay for Amy the curser.