today is here
2003-10-04 - 5:49 p.m.

I have oil in my eyes and they won't stop burning/itching/watering. Rarr.

Tomorrow my dad is getting officially introduced as the Assistant Pastor Of Outreach and Education at the new church. Doesn't he sound fancy. It's exciting and also kind of strange feeling, but it's new and I'm willing to accept it.

My oldest sister was here today and she waxed my eyebrows. That's basically the only painful thing I do which is ultimately trying to achieve beauty. And I don't like to think that I'm vain, I just really dislike having big hairy eyebrows. I used to care a lot about makeup and such. I never really wore a lot, but I was always thinking I should look different or better or something. Yeah, a few stays in the hospital broke me of that. Most of the time I purposefully avoided looking in mirrors because I either knew I looked terrible and didn't want to feel bad about mysellf, or because I felt good and I didn't want to worry about such a frivolous thing as beauty.

Sometimes I get a kick out of those "quiz your friends!" quizzes, and even though I've made atleast two before, I decided to make another one today. You can take it here -> Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!