sweet dreams are made of these, who am I to disagree
2003-11-22 - 5:36 p.m.

I'm working on making my own template and it looks like a jigsaw puzzle thats been carelessly dumped onto a coffee table. The picture showed up but my entry box is no where to be found and its just all...jumbled. Oh well, "practice makes perfect". or something.

You would think differently of me if I wrote about yesterday. You meaning anyone who reads this that I haven't spoken to recently. I don't especially care how strangers see me, because I know how they see me but this would just add to the humility and I'm not sure if I want that yet. It's not a big deal, I'm not the only person in the world dealing with this, but to me it is a big deal because I've never seen myself in this light and when I step back and look at the situation I don't see Amy. I see someone who is dealing with a lot, co-dependant, messed up, emotionally unstable and that isn't me. It can't be me because my emotional stability and strength was the one part of my self and strength that I could actually depend on and know its going to pull me through.

So I just confused the entire universe including this little girl.