take a little
2003-12-04 - 6:34 p.m.

Last night was almost a traumatic experience for me. It was worse than a nightmare because I was awake and it was really happening and I wasn’t quite sure what had happened or how it would turn out, so I prayed and cried. My cat was sleeping beside me and she was all antsy when I started yelling (trying to get my parents attention). My mom says animals have a weird inside sense when their owners need help and they stay close when they feel you’re endangered. I tried to tell her that’s just silly but I would be a hypocrite because every time I’m sick my cat never leaves my bed, and last night I swear if she could bark she would’ve and if she could speak she would’ve been nervously asking “What can I do Amy, what do I do, what do I do, WHAT DO I DO??!!!”…or something like that.

Sometimes when I get online I get an instant message from aol saying that my aim name is signed on in two different places but I really don’t think I am. That just reminded me… I saw Lauren yesterday at the mall but I didn’t go talk to her. She was in Hot Topic being hit on by some slick haired guy and I didn’t want to ruin or “mojo” or “groove” or whatever the kids are calling it these days. That, and it would probably just be awkward, really awkward and I’m a chicken sometimes. I lost her screen name a while ago so I need to try to find her online right now.