frustrated with myself
2003-12-07 - 9:07 p.m.

The Ukrainian kids at the new church sent home four flowers for me (they stole two of them). The girl is pretty much terrified of me but she leaves a message on the video every week. I guess she loves me as long as she doesn’t have to see me and my “medical accessories” . Conditional love, psh.

I called Sera tonight and we talked for quite a while. She’ll be home at the end of December and I’m really going to see her this time. It was a good conversation… it was just really good and honest and I got her address so I can send her things now.

I am so disappointed in the Tracy Morgan show. The man was so funny on SNL but now he has this sitcom and the writers for it are terrible and there’s too much canned laughter in the background. I’m watching their Christmas special right now and I think I might stab myself in the eye or something.