safe deposit boxes full of evidence
2004-01-14 - 10:43 p.m.

All these thoughts and yet my page is still blank and the blasted curser is still blinking; just teasing me.

Dr. Belson called today and it made me so happy. She never announces herself as Doctor Belson, she doesn’t have that small ego problem as some do, she goes by her first name and not her title. That’s another reason I like her so much. She’s going to email me pictures she takes with her fancy new digital camera that she got for Christmas. Sometimes , for just a few seconds, I wish I needed to go stay in the hospital for a few days just so I could see everyone again and watch cable television. Yeah, but I shouldn’t be having to do that for a while still.

Jon (B.) called this evening to check on me. He asked how my hair was doing and said that when he saw it last time, it was the most beautiful hair he’s ever seen. How flattering! He’s turned into a fantastic guy, one his girlfriend is quite blessed to have. He also invited me to the small group from the Vineyard that will be meeting at his apartment but sadly, those certain apartments have about a thousand sets of stairs leading up to them. It really made me feel cared about though. He’s good people.

I just want to run.