dumb girl illness
2004-02-22 - 9:28 p.m.

Cell group was really good tonight; really good. Josh came early due to some sort of miscommunication but we were able to talk for a while which we haven’t done in some time. Then Eric came with the others so there were actually males present besides Joe which for some reason, even though I have no attraction towards either of them, it made me feel good. We’re studying the book of Titus which I’ve never really known much about, but its mostly about right living – Godly living, and its really good the way we dissect each verse and apply it to our daily lives.

I’ve always hated the word “crush” and hearing about someone’s “crush” and this and that, it just seemed (and still does) dumb to me. And I hate that I have a stupid crush and I hate that he makes me nervous and I also hate the fact that I know it won’t turn into anything and I’m stupid for thinking other wise.